my trip

After a 2 week hiatus, I come back from India inspired, motivated, and more determined than I have ever been in my entire life. Let me explain.

These last few months of transition have been brutal. I left an organization that had been a big part of my life after my successful tenure ended. The whole experience was bittersweet at the end. Knowing how much I accomplished with my team and the memories we made still outweighs all the negatives but those have since been my only recollections.

With that happening I had a major change in my living situation. I went from a 2 year arrangement to having to find someone else. That led to me a weird place feeling now like I'm in the shoes of my old roommate while my current roomie is ME from 2 years ago. I'm still trying to find the happy medium of patience and social interaction, but I'm struggling still 3-plus months in.

Work is somehting I can't even summarize. It's been a crazy rollercoaster.

Personal life... Still trying to find the proper closure between my latest ex so that we can maintain a friendship. Not a bullshit friendship but an actual, meaningful, mutually beneficial friendship like people have.

I'm missing a ton of other things but going to India I was able to escape all that stuff to clear my head in some ways and get ready for the next steps in life. I visited so many temples and received so many blessings, and got in touch with my spiritual side. I feel like I can't lose right now.

I got to see my family and get a better understanding of what it is to be Punjabi. I'm so glad for that.

I've come back and changed my behavior, my routine, my outlook on life and I'm moving very fast, yet controlled.

Thank GOD.