moral dilemmas

I've only learned recently that you can run from who you are, but eventually it will find you once again. You can strive to be something more, something different than who you've been, but that moment when you break through is when you're confronted again by those issues in the present era...

And right now I see worlds colliding for me and taking the easy way out would be to let the path find me. I can easily justify the situation with a million reasons.

I still don't know what I'm going to do. I don't believe that you can have your cake and eat it too. Life is too dichotomous. If you make a choice, there will always be a consequence. Wow, I just wrote that but I didn't realize how powerful of a statement that is in my own life.