forget all the negatives

Today is my best friend's birthday, Feb. 11th. She's the only one thats reached out to keep me up consistently outside of family. And she's at a huge crossroads in her life in many aspects and even though its hard for me to be playful and tough to crack a smile, I'm going to eat it, and save the freakin' day... Not because I can, because even if I can't, I have to - no excuses...


I'm going to pick her up. If you know her drop a line...

I haven't bought a gift yet and I'm freaking out a little. Not that she would even care or mind, she already told me she just wants me to be there. Well, I need something to let her know this is the best year of her life.....

Unfortunately I have to slave, errr work tomorrow and I'm pretty much screwed on a gift for tomorrow. She's been listening to me bitch and moan for so long that I haven't paid attention to her and it kills me. And I'm not getting her another gift certificate, again...