this isnt how it was supposed to be

Around every corner on the path of life there seems to be an unexpected detour which sends me reeling. When I'm really frustrated and angry I start thinking, 'this isnt how it was supposed to be'. It seems like my life continues to get more stressful and with no added reward in it. I'm playing catch up trying to make up for lost time to get back on path.

People have to deal with a lot worse things then I have to I know and do my best to sympathize with them. There's a comes a point when it becomes funny. There's other times when it becomes part of a larger story with a larger meaning.

Right now, I know one thing; I have to live my life with complete uncertainty because if I look forward to something I will lose it.