my morbid curiousity

I have a morbid curiosity for things that aren't my business... I can't help that. It can be at times one of my best qualities and other times it can be taken as nosy, and psychotic. Whatever, thats what people want to think that is fine.

In a few days I am going to see my ex-girlfriend and I was thinking that other than our working relationship I don't think we will be friends after that. It doesn't have to be that way but its just how it is. I don't know what it is that I do but we just have walls up between us and they are there most of the time. Thats just what it is I think. I don't know but I've tried. When someone thinks that everything you do has an intention behind that is self-serving, well, the only thing you can do is just stop making the effort eventually.

I've debated on this for a few days because well, anytime I try to make a point on my blog directly it seems to be a mistake or it goes horribly wrong. Because I know that this will be read eventually... so forget it.