dating older chicks

I've always been attracted to and have drawn attraction for older women. I know it's my demeanor and how I act in group settings that draws them to me. it's their mystery and and sophistication that attracts me to them. There's a stigma in the Indian culture with older women and younger men. More so for the women but if they accept it it can pretty amazing. So far I don't think I've been able to successfully accept that age difference with anyone and I haven't met a woman who has either. Sometimes I wonder if I pursue these women out of need to validate myself. I wonder if it means more to them to feel attractive in the eyes of a younger man of quality.