music

I remember back when I used to a "musician" and all of the things in a day would come to me with a rhythm or a beat or a melody. And words would formulate into flowetry and beautiful music would be created. Well, now my mind just picks other songs eerily subconsciously and I catch myself singing lyrics in my head.

Songs that came into my head or rather the lyrics to those songs at different points in the day:"

"Party like a rock, party like a rockstar...tttotally dude!!"

"And you say he's just a friend, and you say he's just a friend"

"there's always something to remind me.... of another place in time..."

"How long will they mourn me..."

"the sun don't shine forever, but if we here then we might as well shine together.."

"you can stand under my umbrella... ela ela eh eh eh, under my umbrella...."

"it's a fools fate, without your word your a shell of a man,I lost respect for you nigga, we can never be friends I know i'm runnin' through your head now what could you do? If it was up to you i'd be dead now"

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It sounds like I had a pretty up and down day.... HAHAHA. But this is the soundtrack to my day. I don't know what if there's any meaning I'm sure a clinical team of psychologist in pressurized suits and boots are going to stage a commando raid on my apartment at anytime to take me to a undisclosed location for further tests.