3 wishes

If I had 3 wishes I wouldn't change anything. That's too easy and too conventional for me. I'd rahter get more out what's happened in life than try and change it.

First, I would want 1 day to spend with my grandfather before he passed away. 1 last chance to see him and be with him. I would want to hear his stories and want him to pass on all his traditions to me. I just want another chance to tell him what he means to me and how much I love him.

Second, I wish for peace of mind. That peace of mind I've always been searching for.

Third, I would wish for her to understand everything about me. Why it was so important and why I feel the way I do now and then. It takes a weekend to meet someone. It took a couple weeks to appreciate them. It's takes a lifetime to forget them.

I regret a lot of things in my life. A lot of them were out of my control. We're supposed to live and make the most out of what we have and not dwell on the past. I guess I'm not built the way others are.