rhythms

Someone once said, the world is a happier place when you find your role in it. I'm still trying to discover mine. I'm not sure if I really enjoy this consulting thing as much as I used to. I just have a short attention span. It's funny cuz I write this blog with the TV on and me flipping back between azcentral.com and here. I have a serious attention problem and it affects me in my work, when I'm working alone.

When I work alone I have to get into things but I can't stay focused enough to work on something for than a couple hours at a time and still comes with some sort of distraction for me. Maybe mybrain capacity doesn't want me to think too hard on topic at a time, I have no idea.

I've learned to deal with this problem the best I can but it's harder when you're not motivated by the work you're doing. I'm strictly doing it for the money at this point I feel. Well... also for the learning experience too. So I guess I'm not a complete whore.

Because I jump around so much I lack attention to details and miss things that normal people wouldnt miss. But then again, I see weird things too that others wouldnt see and they end up being pretty good ideas.

Maybe I'm just what my Mom, Dad, and ex-GF all told me... I'm just lazy...