we're insignificant

Wow, its funny how things can change and time and can pass and no matter who you were or what you did or what you mean for people, it disappears. I know I've forgotton people and people have forgotten me I'm sure. I can remember when my friends from the MBA program would get together and we would play basketball atleast a couple times a week. Now... we don't even talk. Everyone is too busy and it's lost importance.

Life goes on no matter and its kinda depressing. A president died and I don't think I even talked about it once with anyone. Not that he wasn't important but life goes on right?

I was sorting my emails and I was seeing all these emails from last year from a certain person and I saw my responses too. If someone would've told me even 8 months ago that I would be responding to emails in manner I did, wow, I would've been shocked.

It's crazy when I read them I can still feel the emotion there and relive the memory. It's crazy how comfortable you feel at times without even questioning it. Maybe we're always supposed to question it or not feel comfortable, who knows. So basically I've done what I can get on her "shit list" intentionally and unintentionally (mostly) and she is done hearing anything from me. She used to read my blog I don't even know anymore, but yeah I guess that's that.