Happy Festivus!!

There's a festivus for the rest of us. X-mas time this year is family time for most people. Not only because we have holidays to spend this time with out loved ones, but it's a merry time for all, right??

Not that I don't enjoy this time of the year, but I'm just not into the gift giving and everything. All our families came from other countries and ours came from India. Everybody has to assimilate and we pick up the things we want to be a part of. As a kid I did the tree thing and the present thing and it's not that I don't do it now or that I don't like to do it. I just don't always like doing what everyone else is doing. I'll take gifts though!

It is supposed to be better to give then to receive, anyways. I don't want to be the grinch and I don't be a negative person saying celebrate christmas for the rights reasons if you believe it. So I'm changing my attitude to indifferent and taking in the holiday spirit as other people posesse it.

I'll be spending xmas day alone this year. That might change later but right now I'm here and it does bother me that I'm not with my family, but I have another blog for that specific topic. It's definitely alright though to be alone if it can't be any other way.