15 straight!!!

The Suns won their 15th straight game. Expectations were stacked high and the Suns (with a very tough schedule going against them) lost 5 of their first 6 games. People started to doubt and everybody thought things were falling apart. And then Phoenix Suns some how pulled it together to win 17 of the next 18 games. That doesn't happen in the NBA anymore, wtf??

It's crazy how sports and a team's triumphs can lift people up. I love what's going on with Saints in New Orleans. Even though things aren't all good in the city people have rallied around this team and their lifting the spirits of the community. Even if it's a Sunday for 3 hours people are not thinking about their house that was destroyed or the family members they never found.

On a completely separate note. I'm starting to understand how deep I got into this relationship. I wasn't ready for my life to change in the beginning and I'm not ready for it to change again. The timing of this is extremely difficult because there so much change going on in my life and I'm struggling to keep afloat. Good thing I didn't get that Christmas present I was planning on getting...

I'm supposed to spending this time going through my heart and my head figuring out what the hell to do and I'm avoiding it. Tommorrow I'll be stronger. Tonight I hide behind my work and friends and whatever I can hide behind.