Daisy De La Cruz

She's the Grace to my Will... or vice-versa. I'm leaving for Europe tommorrow, but out of all my close friends and family, she's the one I'm going to missthe most.

• She's the only girl that knows more about me than anybody else.
  
• She always listens to me even when I'm talking out of my ass and she can call me out because she knows.
  
• She knows that when I say "....i dont know" i'm thinking something and makes me tell her.
  
• I know that when she says she doesn't wanna talk about it, she'll tell me later and I'll make her laugh and atleast for a little while we'll both forget about this unlucky world that we both suffer through.
  
• I know that if she doesn't call me back, her phone is broken, or mine is...
• I didn't always trust her, but she made me trust her... She makes me do a lot of things and thats why I love her sooo much.
  
• I'm supposed to be the maid of honor at her wedding??? I told her I'd wear a dress if she wanted me to. Even though that was a foolish statement from me, I would do it for her.
• If anyone should blog Daisy should because she has a beautiful mind and writes like she's the reincarnate of Hemmingway.

I can go on and on and make inside jokes that only we would get.

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Opportunities Across the Globe

One of the things that I've been dealing with is the incredible opportunities my uncle in India has offered me. First, he offered the opportunity to be Marketing Director for his multinantional glass company, for which he is the CFO. Then I got the opportunity to move to STL and run his recently purchased factories there. Now I got the biggest and coolest opportunity, a chance to move to the HQ in Kuala Lampur in Malaysia. I don't know exactly what I'd be doing but does it really matter?? I know it will be in upper management and I know it will be pretty challenging. I still don't know, I haven't decided anything. But really, what I am leaving behind if I leave?? That sounds like a really insensitive, retarded question. I'd be leaving my family, my friends, my businesses, my lifestyle, the only places I've ever lived in and bunch of materialistic things. To me its not that simple.

A lot of my friends tell me that this is the opportunity of a lifetime and I should take it. Others can't see me ever leaving the Left Coast. My mom and dad are patiently waiting to see what I'll do. I don't like the idea of working in the corporate world, and I don't like the idea of having an opportunity like this handed to me. I think I need a major life change and I don't know if this is the one yet. Europe, here I come...

My Outlet

I'm very hesitant about blogs or online journals. For example: reading about myself on my girlfriend from high school's blog years later, not so flattering. In the past when I've posted my thoughts or feelings about certain topics I've done it so I don't open myself up and I can stay within myself. Well... I have so much shit inside it's time to let it flow. Especially with me heading to Europe this weekend I wanted to document my trip cause it's gonna be like the Apprentice/Road Rules/The Amazing Race all rolled into one. I tend to make a big deal out of things so this should be fun reading.